Walkiin throught My Past Past

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Feeling 75% Empty. Terrible Me.

2.5 mths after we quarrelled.

1.5 mths after our last date.

3 weeks when i last saw him.

i can still feel the pain & emptiness in me.

Force myself to think of the pain he brought me when i feel terrible. the difference and strong character in us, the communication problem we had which leads to our breakup & his ONS.

i know i cannot look back. the person i loved is not there anymore, he changed. why am i still feeling terrible at days? who am i missing? then person i loved is gone, dead.

But deep in me i already noe i cannot look back no matter how sucky i feel.

Memory sucks.

Maybe i'm just not used to my single life yet.

Friday, December 04, 2009

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